wide awake
cant stop thinking
watching cooking show re-runs

tried sleeping
didnt work
cat was sleeping on my my head

thinking of him
who I thought was 'the one'
turned out I was wrong
he thought he knew me
thought my world revolved around him
how very wrong he was

Bam!
thinking of the future
what I'll have to face
people want things
but they wont help
wont explain
dont give second chances

I've known so many people
but so few stay
I always wonder if it's me
but then I think what happened
one blamed me for something I did not do,
three moved away,
many grew apart,
one became lesbian and didnt have time to see me any more....
but that is another story

for those who have stayed
thank you
I am so grateful
for those who left,
it was fun while it lasted

random thoughts
going out on a limb
afraid of what people'll think
yet not giving a shit


thank you for listening
until next time...

Peace

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I know you understand what you think I said, but what you heard isn't really what I meant.

:-)